Scatterbrain

Moderation is a concept I understand but have never experienced.

For me, everything is always all or nothing.

Nothing is ever steady, easy, or practical.

I need someone to fuck and lay in bed with all day.

I think that could be the solution to my problem.

Success is a concept that means something different to everyone.

The most common implication, involving money and credibility, means nothing to me at all.

Personally, success would mean that I had someone to fuck and lay in bed with all day.

Because really, that's all I want.

To fuck and to lay in bed all day.

I can get back to being moderate once I've become successful.

I mean, fucking and laying in bed with someone all day isn't really taking a person in moderation anyway.

Does this make me a bad person?

For real.